Thursday, March 24, 2011

Feelings of emotion

 Everyone has one of the world, the idea of ​​feeling it, when I see my cousin play the game the fans, I think maybe the world is the game of his space bar. Sometimes people will have your own world from going out to another strange world, and strive to learn how to adapt the world to live there, but that world does not accept your presence, but will close the door, put your shut it, as my world, like, shut that door, no one could open, and I do not know what the world looks like. Should be the muddy soil. Green flowers, the sky fog it. Can not find direction. But I'm confident when the sun will come out, when I was sad, for the next rain. Enough to keep the empty space footprints.
time is so fast, one or two years as the moment you open your eyes and close your eyes. Aging parents, I was very upset, which the slightest wrinkle, note that they pay too much for our, but they never say sorry, then, one day secretly shed tears to see them, because they want us to happiness, hope we could become independent, I hope you take care of yourself, I hope everything is good, you can not make up their life for your good, I hurt my mother, that time did not stop think about her point of view, but blurted out a sense that I do not speak out his own mouth. I'm so sorry I said those words, I know my mother very sad. But she did not scold me, did not say I, I saw her tears to her eyes. She endured no outflow. She suffered a back. That moment I really want to cry, I am also very sad. But she was not angry, she was as usual, and I talk and chat with me, I want to say to her, heart. I know I have so much more, then did not give her that sometimes she said to me, have not. But I'm afraid I say you lose your temper, you will not agree, you would oppose it. It did not say. My aunt also often ask me, how not to feel the day you say, it can be I do not know how to say, I feel the same way since childhood.
too much memory, life is but as some. A site and stay in the moment, plain and tasteless, plain ignorance, although the very hot summer, but soon the past. The woman is a fickle animal. Because from my mother, my aunt's body can be seen, but it is a part of us, and another part of our self-willed, soft-hearted. Port does not mind, that is hypocritical, in fact, people only understand the part and not completely understood. Some people say, But you do not understand others, how others will understand you. Each is as an attitude. But I do not blame who, because there is nothing to complain. Well regret in life and regret, there are a lot of joy and success. In fact, cut them a not a zero, and there is nothing to regret and regret, if you really want to blame anybody, then it is their nothing good to do. So dull life is the enjoyment.
fact, I do not know what love Oh, every kind of emotion to see an article, I feel funny, feel not so exaggerated. Not that people that fall into the go. There are kisses, talking about this I better laugh, I feel disgusting, really not sure, but I think one day I saw I wrote these I better laugh, in fact, I find that more and more like the friendship between us , a friendship between friends, good friends, from the start I found I still like you to do something, but do not know whether there someday. I hope one day I can understand you, and get to know me. All the unpleasant wrote. Diarrhea may be made is the soul of it.
success is to go step by step to climb. But can not be successful every support and encouragement of the lack of friends, few of their loved ones Oh.
sun will be out today for a reservoir, a long time without feeling like the next two months of rain. I also left four months, four months in which I realized a lot. Really never had the experience. From the heart of it, in fact, everyone's future is not expected, and some like to arrange a good thing, but in the end is always unexpected changes occurred, although the change is not large, it will put you a little bit plan to disrupt, or watch the change of static is better. Looking out across the dam really want to sit, relax properly, but I do not have time to go, space constraints, no way, this is the second space is limited, and sometimes I'm afraid, and my aunt together, they I always liked the space limitations, can not let me do this and that, in addition to work day is work, eat and sleep, as one machine. But I think, I can not oppose them, in their minds they more experienced, but said is right, we are not a stage person, used to be before this is now, but they had not been , but would like to open that banner ads on my site I do not make decisions, and I in their site, they decide slightly, a joke, not real is not so optimistic about a year Well, shut my eyes, The next day a year, but opened his eyes Well, Oh, the moment when his life for granted.
the clouds a lot, is driving the whole day to cover, that is not covered the sun, sun, strenuous efforts to squeeze a bit of space, light the whole earth, the sun make people happy, the sun disappeared people become gloomy mood, the people's emotions and the weather changes that are related, it would be difficult to open. Hope every day is good weather, the sun is not too much, because it will make people sweat accumulated years of wasted, so ah, much to lose. Ha ha. Is not it.
Earth's rotation. Step by step along the pedestrian pace of turning vehicles and pedestrians coming and going every day rush. Everyone is walking such a rush, one day, one year, a century, an era of constant change, today is red, blue tomorrow. Do not know what color the day after tomorrow, the night lights shining on the ground, lost its luster, there is a bleak, when childhood felt a little lonely, a little lonely. Think of your childhood when you can not always disappear from my mind, every time I wanted to write a good article, I can not find the center, looking not at the beginning, could not find an end.
but I now find my articles better than the previous write, and learn to virtualization, though not real but very aesthetic, I remember junior high school, the teacher asked me what you want later, I said My desire is to want to be a journalist, write a lot of material, so many things. But the moment my desire to have in my mind is its own negation, because I do not want to do, I know this wish is not my faith. A person's faith is not firm, then, will lose a lot. Consequences everyone can imagine, but I still take that step.
now the same mood every day, calm and serene, without any trouble, because I do not want to try, I do not want to do later in the future development of whither the one hand, I just want to front what to do. Today should be how to do it. This becomes a very good mood, will not feel a little bored.

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