Grateful

These days my heart is always disturbing, stream out from the text are all tired, dejected, depressed and decadent, even despair, my friends have their own way to comfort me, encourage me, I hope I settle down, stand up and do an upright man.
often permeated with the love of reading these words, I will be immersed in the infinite moving into hh and then, I have tried in the cover, with a smile, with silence, and even insolent reply to appreciate.
I also thought, quietly sat down, a good tidy up cluttered thoughts, or is the future path in life.
even, expect forward to cigarettes and drunk with music forever.
I'm bored feeling of sitting in front of the computer, I thought I could quietly find their own words. But this time, I wanted to laugh. laugh at my innocence, laughing hh
to plan their own time, rejected, there is no any possibility , of course, I also do not allow myself a deserter. for themselves and for many people. I said, a man born destined to take responsibility, the difference is, some men took on too much responsibility. I think I am a such a man. I want to live better on television last night that they have found luxury trend. I do not avoid, I would like to live through their own efforts Yuye Qionglouyuyu drink nectar, open Dream Car BMW, idle without incident, but also to Singapore, Australia, Canada, around, and find their other half. I hope that worked hard for my parents, my sister, and my friends gone well, and always thought, that continue to contribute their efforts to the community, but not as small. it seems that all hope is frail in their own shoulders,
Why ah? me Why ah?
Why do not I be able to select plain life? of qualifications, on the diploma, of the image, I have what? do not know, always feel is doomed, and doomed to wandering, and doomed to wander, so I must choose, choose the feeling across the river, doing too River can not be prepared. not without confidence, I believe everything is possible, as long as the courage to choose, the courage to uphold. but the reality of things can not be avoided in the future are also not predictable.
choice, I would have Like a year ago, as told myself, because the choice would rather regret, but also do not want to give up and regret.
go, insisted that the victory should be near it?